I found myself thinking and wondering about what she was experiencing. It all started the first time my High School girlfriend went down on me. I'm 30 and can remember having curious thoughts as far back as my teens.

I'm not sure if it was my desire to try it that was growing, or just the influence of the internet on my mind. This thought has been happening more and more lately. I wondered what it would be like to suck a cock. It's just kind of always been there, lurking in the back of my mind. I can't remember the first time I thought about sucking a dick.